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Tuesday, June 09, 2009

hello. :)

so, i'm reading this book called "Lost Boy" by Brent Jeffs, and it's pretty much his biography. He grew up in a polygamous compound and recalls himself and many other children being abused and molested by the men in the sect. it's a really good book so far, so i'm recommending it to anybody who reads this post. :)

last night at around 2am i couldn't sleep so i was up watching tv, (well, movies) and one i came across was "things we lost in the fire" with halle berry, and it's an awfully good movie. it made me cry just a little, but all in all i loved it.

now i'm waiting for andrea's mom to come home so that they can come pick me up and take me over to their house. andrea's brother james' girlfriend kayte is coming over, so this should be interesting. i don't know who this girl is, but supposedly she goes to our school.

that's it for now.
<3mcw


Monday, June 08, 2009

dad.

i swear, he's going nuts. my dad. david is his name. him and my mom got divorced officially in december, and have been 'seperated' since like, august? anyways, it had been a long time coming, because they always fought and shit. they had been married 22 years, which is weird that mom left him after so long, but i know she had wanted to for a while, but instead she thought they'd be able to work it out. anyways, so i guess since i was in ninth grade my dad had become borderline obsessed with his 'project' in the philippines. this consisted of him giving money to people who TOLD him they were using it to go to college. at first, mom and i didn't give a shit, cause it made him happy. but then he started spending every second of his spare time online talking to these people and obviously we started getting annoyed. he's been to the philippines four times since then, his last visit being after mom had left him. long story short (or, shortened) he has since gotten engaged to a girl named marivick who is 20 years old. just three years older than me. EW. i've talked to her online over the years briefly because she was the first person he started talking who lived over there. a bit fishy, eh? they are scheduled to be married in the philippines in october of this year, and she will be granted us citizenship in december. &dad is just all hunky dorry about this. i think he has the impression that her and i are going to become best friends. boy, does he have another think coming.


amgeezy.

well, andrea surprised me today by riding her bike over here. :) now she just went back home to call her mom (her mom didn't know she was at my house) to see if she'll be allowed to go swimming at tom&kim's house with me &my mom. we're both thinking her mom will let her, but ya never know with her parents.

anyways, i'm going to go look at cars for sale in the houston area on craigslist. mom's gonna buy me a car! woop!


list of things that bug me BIG time.


the new disney clan. they're everywhere! not to mention with the females half naked all over the internet and disney keeps contracting them! and here we are, with all these little girls OBSESSED with these people. i mean, we could all deal with hilary duff and lindsay lohan a few years back, but now disney has just been blown way out of proportion. these people suck! ugh!



self expanitory. ew.



this is unneccesary. what did these animals ever do to you? i'm not a vegetarian, and i don't care if i sound like a hypocrite, but these are domesticated animals literally being abused and mistreated for no apparent reason. if you don't want a pet; give it away. don't abuse it.


that's it. i'm getting upset. >.<


Sunday, June 07, 2009

so anyways.

andrea came over. we got mom to give us the car for a little while, and we went to walmart &got some "warming" ky jelly and "ultra ribbed" condoms. just to experiment. it was hilarious when we got home and....were experimenting. hahahah. we ordered some pizza and got some icecream, and settled down to watch the girls next door. lol. anyhow, i had to get her home by 9, and now i'm back at my dad's house. watching willy wonka! i love this movie. the original one. :) my mom's off work tomorrow, i hope she comes over and picks me up &then we can go get andrea. &go swimming! i really want to go swimming. i mean, i could walk to meet andrea at the neighborhood pool, but that's like, a few miles and it's wayyyy too hot outside. i hope dad goes to sleep soon so i can go out to the living room and watch tv on the big screen. welp, i'm all blogged out. thanks for reading? bye!



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